At all turning points in my life I find myself cynical to what I actually support, and today is no different.
The Job...
While looking at details on what field trips (if any) I should go on for Lifewater my eyes were drawn to a Sanitation (latrines) trip in Laos. I hate Laos. I want to go to Africa... NOT Laos, but God pulled the same stunt on Jonah and we all know what happened to him...
So I talk to the wife, and she reminds me we have no money. So I look at the trip detail some more... it's a three week trip. Last month I was gone from work (my normal work) for 3 days and I received over 120 e-mails.
Well, I wonder if God would have gone easier on Jonah if he had a day to day job?? Or if Moses would have used that e-mail excuse in addition to the ones about him not being a good speaker if God would have left him alone??
The Rub...
What if I don't go? Will the information regarding correct latrine construction still be passed along? of course it will.
So what am I being asked to do here? Test my faith? Dominate the world with how I believe?
NO!!!
The Reality...
I have no clue.
I sit here eating cold pizza with my dog Silver and can only assume that in Laos they aren't doing the same.
I know that by going the follow things will occur-
- I'll be showing God that I have faith in where he leads me.
- I'll be helping to empower people to do for themselves.
- I'll be sharing with others my love for Christ in a "Closed Country".
- I'll save lives by reducing the amount of bacteria that will contaminant their food.
- I'll be increasing the level of my training, so that I can contribute more later.
The Boss...
So what do I tell "The Boss"? He's a Christian man so he will be able to understand the desire, but will he understand the need? and more importantly will he understand being gone for 4 weeks while we are trying to make money.
Oh? the Title of this post???
While searching around for information regarding this trip I ran across the website for Blood Water Missions. A notable organization, that does similar work as Lifewater. On the website for Blood Water Missions was the statement
Get Involved.. Buy a Tee-Shirt
I wish that was all God expected from me.........
In his name...rich
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